Well, I didn't mean to take a rest day today...but I ended up doing so only because I had a pretty damn rotten day. This morning we left to go pay bills. We were going to head out for the 3 miles, but instead we wanted to have a bit of free time so we went to breakfast, something we hadn't done in forever! It was really good, then we took care of all our bills. Had some money to spare, so we went to the casino. MISTAKE! I dropped about $60 in there. I swear, those machines cheated me out. I'm not kidding, totally cheated me out of my money! I wouldn't give me anything. I was so mad! So so angry mad and disappointed in myself. I feel like I let Lisa down because she was right there with me. She says it's ok and that it's nothing, especially since we took care of our bills and it doesn't affect anything else like our groceries or gas money. That was all put aside already. This was just free time money that we could've used for like movies or whatever. But still, it was OUR money and I feel like that damn casino ripped me off. This was the 4th time I went over there and lost everything I played. So pissed off and depressed! Came home and didn't want to do nothing. I went back after Lisa went to work to try and win back the money. I had 40 extra dollars. I played only 20. It went up just a lil then went down then up then down then up then down. Basically, I sat there for 3 hours trying and I couldn't make profit, so I just walked out of there with exactly how much I had when I went in. Couldn't win any more. Just won back my 20 then I left. I wasn't about to piss it all away again. So I came home in defeat and aggravation.
Finished my gallon of water! I planned on doing at least an evening workout, but I was so mad and feeling bad that I just didn't want to do anything. Just sat around feeling regret. Well, tomorrow is the big Truck drawing at the same casino so I've gotta head up there again tomorrow afternoon about 4pm. That's why I've been going to the casino so much this past month. I've been trying to build up my credits so I can get entries into the drawing for the truck. It's a brand new 2015 GMC truck and it's black with four doors. Really Awesome! I'm going to try my luck tomorrow.
So that was my crap rest day! Wasn't really a "rest" day, more like a STRESS day. That's what this was, a total Stress Day! In fact, that's what I'm going to call this blog. Stress Day. I'm going to change it right now before I post it, dammit :(
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