Friday, April 24, 2015

Day Three Hundred Sixty One - REST DAY

Ok, I did not plan on this being a Rest Day, but it just turned out that way. I did not mention this in my blog yesterday, but Lisa's car broke down on her way to work yesterday afternoon. I checked it out and her timing belt broke :( Freakin SH&T!!!!! In other words, her car is DEAD!! Dammit. I was so pissed off. So that really set us back. I was messing with that thing all day yesterday, which is why I didn't do anymore exercise after my 3 miles. I swear, this month has been terrible. For one, I've been so distracted by Dyanna and my other friend, Cornelia. Both of which seem to not appreciate me at all. Dyanna is flirting with tons of guys on her FB page. Cornelia travels over here at the beginning of this month and acts weird, then won't even meet me by herself, then after we finally meet, she just gets distant. She's here the entire day after and doesn't leave until the following day. Not once does she call or text me to hang out or do anything with her, given that may have been the only time I ever get to see her. Nothing! Then she runs off back to Arizona and I don't hear from her at all. I write her on FB and she doesn't write back. Just presses the 'Like' button. It pisses me off. I thought she and I were friends...but I guess I was wrong. She doesn't give a shit about me. She only likes me when it's convenient for her. When she's going thru shit in her life, then all the sudden I'm the best friend. It's BS! What about my needs and my problems? Sux. Then, Dyanna won't even acknowledge me on her damn FB page. I take her out and spend all the damn money I have on her, and she just hides me on her fb page because she doesn't want all the guys she's flirting with to run away from her. How fudged up is that?! So screw it, I need to let both of these two go. They are doing nothing but disrupting my life and causing my focus to go to shit! And now, Lisa's car is out. Oh my gosh it's just so stressful right now.

So today, we paid bills then just went out and had some fun to get my mind off things. We watched 'Cinderella' then we ate at Fuddruckers afterwards. Yes, I treated myself out to a yummy hamburger because I felt I deserved it. Now the AWESOME thing about today, when Lees and I went to the restaurant, we saw my aunt and my cousin there. My aunt told me that I looked really good. I felt so great hearing that! I was so happy, knowing that all my hard work is paying off and being noticed. Back before mid January, I was just walking, but since then I've been doubling my workouts by doing weights outside and then Bowflex and DDP yoga. I started that in March and have been busting my ass since. I've done it throughout the month, but that whole thing with Cornelia and Dyanna has really cause me to lose my solid stride of doing it daily. Believe me, that's going to change!

Anyway, so the rest of the day was Awesome! I took Lisa to work. Dyanna and I were supposed to go to a movie, but she ignored me all day. Shocking! Yeah right, I'm pretty used to her weirdness by now. I'm sure she was too busy flirting with other guys to remember that we had a movie date. Or, she was expecting me to pay for it like always. Shit no, because technically she is the one who asked me because she brought it up. She doesn't want to pay and just be a cheapskate, fine! I don't give a crap anymore. I'm not even dating her and yet she expects me to do everything. It doesn't work that way, honey! At least not until AFTER we actually start dating, which we were not.

So yeah that was my day! It was a good day, honestly. I don't know what I'm going to do about Lisa's car. That is a pretty big problem, but I'm sure I'll come up with a solution in the coming days.

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