Well....today was supposed to be good, but it didn't go all that great :(
This morning I went out and did my 3 miles. Lisa came with me. Since her classes are over, she can exercise with me daily now. I figure the roads were good now, which they were. A lil muddy in some places, but definitely walkable. Just before we left, however, I got a call from my brother. He was wondering if I had known were my sister was. Apparently last night, she left and didn't come home all night. My brother said he saw her pack a bag, then she left. When he asked her where she was going, he said she didn't answer and left. Oh man...so yea we were worried all morning. As mentioned before, my sister just got out of this crazy lifestyle. I sure hope hope hope she is not relapsing :(
Throughout the day, we were wondering about my sis. We hung the last of our Christmas lights outside. I lined my deck out back with lights and now it looks really nice and pretty out there. We waited patiently for the night to come because we'd been lookin forward to it. My brother was calling me and said he'd get my mom's van ready. We had planned on taking that rather than my truck because in my mom's van, we had so much room and everyone can see the lights better. Anyway, at five o'clock, I got a text message from my sister. She told me she was NOT going to make it out tonight to see the lights with us. Dang I was so mad. This was her idea in the first place. She wanted to do this and we had planned it to be tonight since last week. Anyway I was really upset with her. She asked me if we could do it tomorrow but I flat out told her no because Lisa has to work tomorrow. She was supposed to work tonight, but since we had planned for it to be tonight, she switched days off with her friend. She has to work tomorrow! So yea I was really mad. We got ready anyway and went to pick up my brother. When we were there, I found out the horrible news. Apparently my sister ran back to the freakin shit girl she was seeing before! She ran right back to her. We had just pulled her away from that lifestyle. She got out of it all and said she wanted to be better. Well, she broke every promise she made. My mom and dad were so upset and pissed off at her. My dad especially! He was really mad. My mom was so upset that she was cussing. They had so much faith in her and they put so much trust in her, thinking she was doing great! Just the other night after the Christmas Program when I was driving my mom home, she was talking about my sister and about how proud she was of her. Now she pulls this crap and runs right back into that old life. Omg everyone is so let down. So I texted her and told her that my parents were really upset with her. Then what does my mom do, she gets mad at me for sending that to her. Well I don't give a sh&t because she's my sister and I can tell her whatever the hell I want. I'm not my mom's puppet. I Never do what she wants and after all these years, she should know that!
Anyway after that, my brother, Lees and myself went ahead and left. We were gonna go look at lights anyway, without my stupid sister. What really sux is that she was supposed to help out with dinner. They wanted to go out and eat afterwards but I didn't have enough money to pay for everyone at a restaurant. Well my mom hears about it, then gets after ME telling me that I shouldn't be planning these things if I can't afford it. Once again, I told her that this was NOT my idea! It was my sister's!!! She's the one who wanted to do this. She was the one who brought this all up and planned it out. I just agreed, here my mom is over here getting after me like it was all my idea. Anyway when I told her that, my dad got really mad and said that I should've told my idiot sister that she should've left us some money to help pay for everything SHE planned. Dang, they were really mad.
Well that's the story there. We went out and looked at Christmas lights. It was ok. Not exactly the same without my sister. We were really upset all evening. My brother was mad, I was really mad and Lisa was feeling let down. Nevertheless we made the best of it. We went out and saw some really neat houses with lights on them. One house in particular that was synchronized with music. It was so Awesome! We sat there for about twenty mins just watching that house and listening to the music. It was all programed with a radio station so that was really neat to see. Afterwards, we all went to eat at IHOP. That was good! Then we want home, where I dropped off my brother and my mom's van, then Lees and I headed home. Now, we're gonna just try to forget all the crap that happened today with my sister and get some much needed rest.
Until tomorrow...Goodnight!
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