Day Two Hundred Forty Seven

New Year's Eve!!!! Wow :D Already 2014 is coming to a close. It's been a great year though. Lots of bad things came along with the good things though. I had a really crappy birthday this year. Also, Christmas Day was not very good because of all the craziness that was going on. Those are my two biggest regrets and two days I wish I could change. Next year though, I'm really going to do my best to make up for them!

Woke up this morning and did my 3 miles! I wanted to get in my walk today. I really want to do it tomorrow too. I don't want the first day of 2015 to be a slack day. No way man! Next year is gonna be bigger and better for me. I truly believe that!! Well today was kinda bland. Not much went on. Oh Lisa gave me $20 bucks last night which I used today to buy that movie 'The Equalizer'. Oh man, that is/was one AWESOME movie!! Denzel Washington makes the Best movies. That guy is a superb actor and he really brings out the best in the characters he plays. We got that and we bought some pizza to celebrate New Year's Eve. It was nice! I wish Lisa didn't have to work, but she did. She won't be getting off until 11:30 tonight.

After she went to work today I went down to Grandma and Grandpa's house. I took them that deer meat I wanted to give grandpa yesterday. That was a nice visit. My grandma was really happy about the deer meat. They were asking how the stove was running, which I told them it was running Amazingly great!! They were happy to hear that. We visited for a while. Unexpectedly, my mom showed up down there. I haven't spoken to her since Christmas Day and here she walks in. It was nice to talk with her again. Things have seemed really strained since that whole thing with my sister. My parents haven't really been talking to me. That's what made Christmas Day really bad for me. There was no family love, just anger. I was pissed at them and I know they were pissed at me. It was awful. To have to spend the holiday with those feelings, oh man that is hell pretty much.

Anyway, things are good now. Mom was there visiting with us for a bit, then she left. Afterwards, I left to because I needed to come home and feed my animals. My dad apparently went scouting for his elk hunt. I was supposed to go with him, but since he's not talking to me, I don't know if that's going to happen. I don't know and honestly, I really don't care. I'm not going to live my life worrying about other people's feelings anymore. I've done that all this time and it really doesn't help anything. It just makes things complicated and gets me taken advantage of. I'm sick of that! No More!!!

Well now I'm home and getting ready to clean up the place. I'm going to sit down and relax a bit first. When Lisa gets home, we'll celebrate the New Year! Up at the casino, there's the big spotlights shining bright in the night sky. That's crazy! I wish I could go up there. There looks like a big party going on up there. But, sadly I gots no money lol. Next week though, we're planning on cruising up there and playing our luck. For now, time to log off and relax. So, Happy 2015 to you! I hope you enjoy tonight and bring in the New Year with a bang ;} Goodnight!