Today was weird! I definitely wouldn't say it was good. Started off the day with my 3 miles. Lees is off today and tomorrow, so she's been coming with me. I kept up a decent pace this morning, but the heat was pretty heavy.
Walking though, I had been really thinking of all the crap going on in my life. I have a facebook page but over the years, I've sure had my share of lost friendships. I realized that this Fyrescape I'm on is a Journey to Excellence! It's NOT a Journey to crap or putting up with crap, or dealing with everyone else's crap. On my Facebook page, it's nothing but crap! I hate saying that, but it is or was. All my so called "friends" on there aren't friends at all. They're don't give a damn about me, or anything I say or post. I would write a post and my best friend Lisa, is the ONLY person who 'Likes' or 'Comments' on it. Nobody else! I'm the one writing on their posts, commenting on their pointless crap. Liking every damn picture they post of themselves. Do they do that to me? Shit No! I was so mad thinking about it all. I had gone thru so much crap over the years with women I've met on the damn internet. They think they pretty much own me just because I've let them into my friend circle, therefore they think they can treat me like I don't exist and only talk to me at their leisure. The only time I ever seem to get a message, comment, text or anything of the 'communication nature' is when They are goin thru shit in their lives, or when they're in the craphouse with their dude, meaning they're pissed off at him or whatever. That's the only time they seem to remember that I exist and well, I'm sick of it. So, I made the decision today to DELETE EVERYONE on my Facebook page! I got rid of all my so called friends on there. Ppl who don't give a damn about me, unless it suits them in some way. I'm just so sick of the BS. I deleted everyone, then shut my page down and opened up my original page. The only friend I have on there is Lisa and a few models. I'm going to completely revamp everything in my life! I'm thru with fake friends. I only want ppl in my life who actually want to contribute some kind of actual social friendship, not a bunch of dead beats who could care less what I say or do. So that was what I did today. Crazy decision and I'm sure nobody will really understand it, but hey, walk a mile in My shoes! I've gone thru some real crap these past couple of years. I'm done!
After our walk and after I did what I needed to do as far as Facebook, Lees and I went to town. We picked up some cash, then went and bought some groceries. Finally, I loaded up on the Salad and Chicken breasts. My new favorite drink is Diet Cherry Coke. Omgosh, that stuff is Amazing! I'm totally thru with regular pop. Diet drinks are my thing now. I love them! Diet Drinks and Water are my two favorites right now.
We were pretty busy the rest of the day! I almost didn't walk the evening, but I really wanted to. I grilled outside and while I was cooking, the wind picked up really bad and dirt was blowing everywhere. The clouds seemed to be rolling in, but they were still a ways away. I didn't think we were going to walk mainly because of the dirt. I hate walking when there's so much dirt blowing around. That's a killer on my allergies. Well about 8 o'clock tonight, I decided that I still wanted to walk so I got ready. I told Lisa, then we looked outside and saw the clouds were here. So at 8:30pm, we headed out. We took Cooper and Cody. They both loved the walk, especially Cooper. First time he's been able to walk with us since we found him. Anyway, it got dark on us pretty quick. We didn't get back til almost 10pm. It was cloudy, dark and cool by the time we got home. The really Awesome thing, we saw Fire Flies down by the ditch tonight. They were really neat! I didn't even know we had Fire Flies here in this area. We saw a bunch. It was the first time I had ever walked down there at night so I'm sure they were always there, I've just never been down there to see them. Very cool.
So, it was a pretty crazy day but I finished out my 6 miles. I hope tomorrow is better or rather, happier, I should say ;) Goodnight!
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