I woke up early this morning. I'm still sad about losing Rico. I don't think I can focus today. I did 3 miles this morning. Broke in my new boots that I'll be taking hunting next week. Really cloudy and cool today. I didn't bother doing 6 miles though. Instead, after completing 3, I just came home then started looking all over for Rico. I walked everywhere hoping to atleast find his body, but nothing. I'm so upset. I miss him so much! He was our future and I hope to maybe breed him with another cat and keep the bloodline going from their dad, Sebastian. I already lost their mom a couple months ago. She disappeared one day and I never saw her again. Now Rico is gone. I really need to get my perimeter fence up and I need to buy some guns. I'm getting sick of these damn wild and stray animals coming around killing my poor cats. I'm sure that's what's happening. I'm gonna blow them away if I catch them. Normally I don't hurt animals, but if I find the one that's killing mine, trust me I'm not going to hesitate! I'm gonna blow it away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I bought the movie, Captain America: The Winter Soldier, today. I don't know if I'm in the mood to watch it though. Plus, Lisa and I got into an argument all because I told her she shouldn't have brought her backpack into the casino. Why the hell she did that, I don't know. Security had to check it, make sure there weren't any bombs or guns in there. I kinda got after her! I just told her that she shouldn't be bringing a back pack into a casino. I mean, for cryin out loud. We're going there to have fun, not set up your office. She likes to study for her college classes while I'm playing the machines. I have no problem with that, but I'd hope she would just bring in one book and that's it, or a notebook and a book. This time, she brought in her whole damn backpack and make security uneasy! Anyway, I just told her she shouldn't have done that and what does she do, she gets Mad! She start walking around with her attitude and walking away from me. I fucking hate that! I mean, shit I just said to not bring your whole backpack into the casino. What's the fucking problem with that????? Damn I swear, women are so fucking emotional and get mad too damn easy! And they say Men are like that, well shit some men may be like that but I'm not. I'm a very respectful person, I know when to say I'm wrong, I know what I screw up! Yet, I get punished for it all the time. Ppl try to walk all over me but I sure as shit never let that happen so when I stand up for myself, they get pissed off and think I'm the one attacking them! I guess they all think they're royalty and can treat everyone however the hell they feel like it, but when it comes to them, everyone better show so damn courtesy and respect! That is such Bullshit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
....yeah my day sucks. That's all I got for now. Maybe tomorrow will be better.
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